Let your s*** go!
Hey beautiful people,
I woke up this morning after a very odd, exquisite but poignant dream, which showed me a step in the process of allowing your real self to be who you are.
In my dream, my ex-husband and I were in a room with a new born baby girl, who had tragically died within a few moments of her life. All this beauty, this potential, was still and cold to the touch. In the dream, he left me holding the baby and disappeared! Time passed and I held the baby, put her down, held her some more and then put her down again. I noticed that the room we were in, was in a beautiful old house, in need of renovation.
I placed her, wrapped on a shelf next to the sink and found myself looking around at the once beautiful house I was in. I noticed the ancient wooden beams, the high ceilings, the space, the potential and without a thought for the baby, got out a colour chart and started planning a renovation and some redecorating to restore this home to its former glory!
Hmmmm! Of course the dream is a metaphor. I have been lucky enough to have 3 beautiful children and although I have had one early miscarriage, I have never suffered the tragedy of losing a child – and my heart goes out to all of you who know this pain. No, this dream was definitely a metaphor with a clear message for my authentic self and of course for all of yours.
You may think that something is over, that you have dealt with it, moved on, but until you truly allow all the ‘poop’ to come out, you can’t really let go.
This all changed this summer. This summer I was lucky enough to be working for a few months in the States with my soul family. I was surrounded by other ThetaHealers®, in a beautiful place and I did a lot of clearing. I cleared myself of ‘baggage’ I thought I had dealt with years ago. On my return I contracted a virus which left me depleted of energy, spotty and snotty – it was all coming out – all the stuff I had been holding onto – all my poop!
Me? First of all I am going to paint my home – literally and figuratively!
So my 'message in a bottle' for you today is this:
Clear your stuff! Put down what is no longer useful for you, and let go of all the crap! Ask yourself what is it you really want to do right now? And then start doing it! Not for me, for you, the real you!
I love you, humanity